Grief is everywhere
I feel it always
Sometimes it is painful
Sometimes I find myself smiling
Most of the time I cry inside
I look outside the window
I look at the sky
I want so badly
To ask it why
Why did you get chosen
Why did you have to go
Why couldn’t we have had more time
There is so much I don’t know
I guess what I really need
Is to know you are okay
And maybe that you’ve gotten my messages
The ones I send day after day
I am going to be okay
I believe that to be true
I just can’t help feeling this way
I really, really miss you
xo
Gabby
